Merge Site update

I was just wondering what everyone thought of the new site tourneys and number of players. I don't really mind the bigger fields, ive been making alot of final tables with anywhere from 100-200 players in the field. The dissapointing part is, I dont know whatever happened to my final table game, last night, 2 fields, both 105 players, I got down to final and the other one had 15 or so and I had the lead in both tourneys with around 100K chips in both. This was the late night 3000 and 2500 guarantees. Somehow I managed to pull out a 7th in both. I dont know what was happening. I got KK vs AA in one of them and got all in, the big stack player had been limping and folding a lot of pots to a raise and he did it that time with AA but I prob wouldnt have gotten away from that anyway. The other one though, I had
100K with 10 left, next guy had about 60, I lost my stack down to about 60K and then I got in a blind vs blind hand with 94, flop came out 3 hearst with 9 high. guy checked to me, I bet, he raised, and for some unknown reason, with 3-4 small stacks out there, I shoved 50K more into the pot and the player had flopped the flush and knocked me down to 4000. That was one of the stupidest things ive ever done.It was like final table came and my brain turned into Jelly. It was after 3am in the morning but that's no excuse. 900 for first in one, and 750 in the other. The player I doubled up, zgjish, was in both also, he got a first and a 2nd for a 1450.00 night, I had him crushed in both tourneys with 10 left and I got paid 195. Sickning. Anyway, my new commitment is to play better when I get down to final table. Especially dont take many chances when there are 3-4 small stacks waiting to bust out. I just wish I could go back and play those again last night. I shoulve won some bigger money for sure.